Chapter 12

Standing there, staring at the long shelves crammed with books, I felt myself relax and was suddenly at peace.

-Helene Hanff

To My Future Wife,

Will we meet in a book store, a library maybe? Exchange glances as we’re browsing the wealth of knowledge in front of us? Will I have the courage to make the first move and let you know that you’re the never ending book I want to read? Is that how we’ll bond together? Read to each other at night? As we fall asleep in each other’s arms? The possibilities are endless.

p.s. if we happen to meet at a book store we should grab some coffee

Chapter 11

There had been times when he knew, somewhere in him, that he would get used to it, whatever it was, because he had learnt that some hard things became softer after a very little while.

― Nick Hornby, About a Boy

To My Future Wife,

Somehow throughout the years I became a better person. Lots of struggles and adversity overcome no matter how big or small has led me into the role as a human being that I lead today. That goes without saying that I know there is going to be plenty more to come in the future and I’m excited for it. What this world has to offer is amazing. A person can go from literally nothing to having the world at their fingertips. Though I don’t have such aspirations as taking over the world I’d be content with being apart of yours. Nothing worth having or accomplishing is easy in this world. I hope to some day steal your heart, to hold it so closely that there’s no doubt in your mind that i’m yours.

p.s. the world may have over eight billion people but our paths will cross

Chapter 10

We accept the love we think we deserve.

Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

To My Future Wife,

I wonder what you’re doing at this very moment. Are you sleeping? Do you have insomnia? Are you in a different time zone? Are you on the other side of the planet waiting for me to find you? Do you like dogs? Do you like cats? What scares you the most in life? What makes you happy? Do you have a comfort food? Do you have a favorite go to song that you listen too?

p.s. I may not know you yet but I sure as heck miss you

Chapter 9

In the best conversations, you don’t even remember what you talked about, only how it felt. It felt like we were in some place your body can’t visit, some place with no ceiling and no walls and no floor and no instruments

― John Green, Turtles All the Way Down

To My Future Wife,

I was watching youtube videos for a majority of the time I was awake and this was the one that spoke to me, the one I wanted you to hear. It’s a beautiful fan made video.

p.s. getting to know you will be the greatest adventure i go on

Chapter 8

Love is like the wind, you can’t see it but you can feel it.

-Nicholas Sparks, A Walk To Remember

To My Future Wife,

Today went by fast, I slept most of the day regaining my strength in order to take on the world. I ate some of my favorite ramen for dinner and I enjoyed it’s spicy flavors. Talked to my mom and reminded her not to worry so much and let her know I love her as well. I went to the store to pick up a few things. I didn’t have any thing to do later though so I walked down the aisles at a turtle pace looking at all the things that were offered. I had to hold myself back from trying to buy things that I thought I would need but I just wanted because they looked cool. I hope you’re prepared for that love.

p.s. lets reach for the stars together and share with the universe our infinite wisdom

Chapter 7:

The world isn’t just the way it is. It is how we understand it, no? And in understanding something, we bring something to it, no? Doesn’t that make life a story?

― Yann Martel, Life of Pi

To My Future Wife,

I dare say that today has been a very busy one for myself. As I write this post I’ve been awake for the past 24 hrs and
working off of energy drinks (red bull is my favorite). My motivation is at
an all time high though because the wonderful people that I’m surrounded by
have such amazing personalities. We have managed to make each other laugh
and keep the moral up. In the not so distant future I’ll head to sleep and
dream ever so softly of you and our future together. I can’t wait to share
with you all of the stories that I’ve been accumulating throughout my life.
And I can’t wait to hear yours as well.

p.s. i will stop searching for you when the sun rises in the west and sets in
the east